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5 months ago - reblog
— I just fell in love over Omegle and then she disconnected

sigh

9 months ago - reblog
— This song is exactly what I feel right now, in my heart, in my head, in my soul and in my gut. I will do everything I do to make you realise what you walked away from, and laughed.

You are my new inspiration…
My muse
And I mean that not as a compliment

I will use you to cruise through any writer’s block
Any lazy daze when a glazed gaze invades my mind’s cave of creativity
I will think of you…
and what you did to me

I will take negativity and make it inspire me
I was not a book from a library
As I stand here alone, I declare I was not a loan
To be picked up and dropped off at a later date
And you barely even made my spine bend
Just skimmed through some of the interesting bits then skipped to the end

The notes you left in my margins turned from scribbles to scars
But here’s the best part:
You didn’t even realise you were reading the first draft of a best seller
The manuscript of a future Nobel prize winner

This book you discarded as a pamphlet will ignite shit
I will write ten times harder than before
I will create art,
I will create beauty
I will create so many things that you can’t ignore

But I will not do them in your name
I will not shout you from the roof tops
I will tap your name out in morse code on my outer thigh
As I casually accept plaudits from on high
I will not to try to win you back
I do not want you back
I just want to show you
I just need to show you what you fucking walked away from


I will achieve all my goals ten-fold
I will achieve your goals too, casually
I will have happiness and joy in my life
I will fall in love;
husband, child and wife

I will shine brighter than I could ever have dreamed to be
And you will see me
And you will see. Me

I will make rivers run red in your anonymity
The screams of nations will echo our affinity
My wrath will be relentless
My path of destruction will be momentously momentous
I will change the face of history and paint it in my likeness
And I will like this

I will destroy everything that you hold dear
By simply destroying everything far and near
My footsteps will be impossible not to hear
I will watch you from afar and taste each tear

I will wipe out entire races
I will erase faces and displace with great haste and no graces
This world will become my plaything
Embracing my ways and then just breaking

I will burn this entire world to the ground
I will leave a mark greater than any have ever left before
I will lay waste by land, air and sea
And you will see me
And you. Will see. Me

1 year ago - reblog
— I’m such a fat, pathetic piece of shit.
1 year ago - reblog
— Liar

I’ve always been there for you and you promised you’d be there for me despite not being close, well you haven’t got off to a great start and I just feel used and lied to, so thankyou for reminding me that I should only ever look out for myself

1 year ago - reblog
— Advertisement.

Average looking guy who’s more personality and cuddly than 6 packy a&f model. Any takers? No? How odd.

1 year ago - reblog
— Deja Vu

So once again in my life I’m on Ryde sea front in the rain feeling as if my hearts fucked off to two different places. Don’t enjoy this feeling and gonna work hard to make sure it doesn’t happen again 

1 year ago - reblog
— Lost 5lbs motherfuckers.

Booooooom ting.

1 year ago - reblog
— I had a tremendous idea the other day

Set myself weight goals for things I want to buy. For example -
17st - iPhone
16st - New TV
15st - Tattoo

I LOVE THIS IDEA.

1 year ago - reblog
— Shit time.

"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same" never really understood the to what extent this was true until today. Not a clue what to do.

1 year ago - reblog
— I’m literally terrified for the day that my Dad isn’t here.

Since Glastonbury, after the things we said to each other in brutal honesty, we’ve become really close. I love him to bits and although he’s been an arsehole to me in the past I’ll always love him. Tonight we were sat with everyone and its like he was my best friend rather than my Dad which I think is quite a rare thing

1 year ago - reblog

Such a fat piece of shit but I never stick to my word about changing it, I last about a week then give up. Need to sort it out because its making me unhappy now

1 year ago - reblog
Anonymous asked : 2k pr?

Shit is the answer to that question, all power, no fitness, but that’s through laziness. 

1 year ago - reblog
Anonymous asked : 1,3,19,89 go.

1) straight

3)And butter flavouring used in a number of foods, including sundae

19)Frank Turner lyrics that mean a lot to me 

89)Where do I want to be in 5 years time

1 year ago - reblog
— Also i want to meet new people and might take up shotput.
1 year ago - reblog
— I had to give up rowing for a career
Grant Michael Smith. I'm 6ft 2", 19 years old and forever fighting with my weight. Music and rowing, summary of me in 2 simple words.